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Aᴜɢᴜsᴛɪɴᴇ ᴛʜᴇ Fɪʀsᴛ, Sᴀɪɴᴛ ᴏғ Pᴀᴛɪᴇɴᴄᴇ ([personal profile] butnotyet) wrote2022-04-23 09:47 pm
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a deeply corrupting Influence



Level 0:
  • No perceptible corruption.
  • Performative everything; very charming/facile/lighthearted/easy-going... at the surface, and about two millimeters deep.
  • Underneath that, there's essentially nothing but ash; somewhere, very deep down inside, there's a hollow space in the shape of a person. Kind of like at Pompeii.


Level 1:
  • ... Did someone slip this man some MDMA? Well, maybe not much, just —
  • In other words, he's just a little bit... Off. Tendency to get distracted by physical sensations; simple things like textures (the embroidery on a cuff, for example, or the roughness of a scarred area on a table, etc), but also more complicated sensations (fluid dynamics, kinesthetic awareness of exertion of any kind, yes including sexual, pain/injuries, etc).


Level 2:
  • Atypical emotional affect.
  • Could seem as ashen/hollow/wooden as he actually is inside, per Level Zero, in situations where he would ordinarily be performing Appropriate Emotional Responses.
  • ... Could also be incredibly labile, ping-ponging between emotional extremes with little or no warning or prompting.
  • (Continues the altered response to physical stimuli from Level One also.)


Level 3a: Malice & Vengeance; Hot Lava, Hot Ash


Level 3b: "Kill them all, and let God sort them out"; Cold Ash


Beasthood A, following 3a: Jealousy; starvation-with-rage; anyone who Has must be made to Have Not: prone to Rampaging


Beasthood B, following 3b: Haunting; starvation-with-fear; anyone who Has must be Yearned For but also Avoided (more likely to be found hidden away in the forest, rather than embarking on a rampage)